Saturday, September 13, 2008

Starting to like me

Well, unexpectedly my host family is starting to like me more and more esp. since I've been doing the dishes, cleaning, and cooking like before but more. But what am'I going to say if they change their mind and want me to stay instead well I'm going to say HELL NO. After all the stress they put me through, I'm not coming back when I step out of that door I step out for good! I will not have someone like that walk over me and think they can get away with it. As a matter of fact, they might help me move in but I'm going to say no to that too because I'd rather do it by my god damn self instead of fake ass bitches helping me do it! I'm a strong woman and I'd rather live by myself then people that didn't like me before! As much as I want to improve japanese with a host family, host family or not I'll improve all by myself! Besides I don't ever want to see them or come across them and if I do I'm going to keep it moving and pretend I don't know them! So for you that's saying I'm being mean oh please shut up because they put me through hell with their backstabbing and kicking me out within' 2 weeks of getting here! For the first time in my life, I actually don't feel bad for wanting to leave somone and not come back. I feel strong and it's going to be kept that way! Anyways I'm out peace!

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