Didn't realize how emotional I am

Today, I finally realized I am indeed an open book! I can't nor do I hide my emotions at all. I went to Tsutaya today to check out some dvds and cds. The people esp. Kobayashi were very helpful, but at the same time they must of been fusterated helping a poor ryugakusei like me. I saw him with the cds and I asked if I can help him but due to langauge barrier he took it like I needed more help! Oii and so this guy helped me out and called some places to see where they have the cds at. My japanese can only go so far... oii but yeah all I wanted to do was get some cds and dvds and it took an hour. I felt so bad because of the language barrier and of course their emotions didn't show but mine did! This is when I realized how different the culture can be I feel that I still have my american ways because I'm direct and you can easily read me! Where as in they're not that easy to read at times. But yes, my emotions were showing big time through my face I was pretty embarassed and you can see that through my face.. oii so then of course with my japanese language. I told them that you don't have to help me. I'll do it myself besides I have to be miss independent and do it myself! But yes I told them that they were very kind and to tell that to Kobayashi too. Other than that, that was an interesting incident and oh I keep meeting random people off the streets too hahha me and my charismatic and outgoing ways but I have to be careful though... esp. at night .... other than that tommorow I'm going to explore Osaka but I need to stay low and study for now well peace muchachos!!

Brittany