Wednesday, September 10, 2008
More bad news and I'm soo depressed.. :(
Well, I got the bad news today well the new host family can't have me due to the fact that the father apparently is scared to have me. Well, I tend to sleepwalk but this RARELY happens it doesnt happen a lot it happens once in a blue moon. So that scared my new host dad so basically I'll have to live in an all female dorm. I'm so depressed right now. I'm living in a home where my family is counting down the days until I move out. I'm living with fake people and apparently I'm not wanted. Wow, I feel so mad and depressed right now... when the coordinator told me this he had the audicity to ask "When does your host family want you to move?!" and I replied "As soon as possible" and he was shocked but hey it's the truth he's trying to be positive but I don't feel the need to be positive. I wish the family would of told me directly instead of behind my back. I'm so lost and depressed right now that I'm reveling at the idea of going out, and trying a few drinks to make this pain go away. Sophie told me it'll make me stronger but right now I feel weak. Well, anyways I'm glad I'm moving away besides eating dinner at around 11:00 pm is not healthy anyways. Now, I miss being around those that actually geniunely like me and not faking it. I need a hug and a drink well a smoothie hahha.. off to going out peace
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hey baby, i can see this week has been very stressfull hard on you. Yea gotta stay strong,yes this will only make you stronger person.I wish i was there to help you but hopefully my words will do the same. For the current situation yes i recommend go out catch a movie, hit the city. Get away from the negative(fake people) around you right now which is the host family. Dunno about drinking :) save that for another time when you are feeling better.Just remember dorm life is fun so i think you will have a chance to meet more students living in a dorm which is a postive except for the food part. All things happend for a reason... Hope to talk to you soon :)
Oh man, that's an upsetting turn of event... But you know, we can totally form an Orphan Crew now! We'll rule the mean streets of Kansai, snapping our fingers synchronously as we walk forward, striking fear in the hearts of those who oppose us.
Hehe, but seriously, there's good points about living in a dorm. For one, you'll probably make even more friends! And two, a lot more freedom. You could even eat shaka shaka McD's several times a day! ;) Although, I don't recommend that :P Actually yeah, once I get groceries figured out and all that, you should drop by my place, I'll cook you some dinner sometimes. That's a privilege (if you consider my cooking a privilege :P) those with host families don't get to have so much ;)
Don't make yourself feel so bad over this, it will only make you feel more stressful and annoyed as hell. Think of the good side as Jean suggested and be more happy =)
As for the host family. To us, they are being fake but that's how traditional Japanese families are brought up (I don't mean being brought up to be fake). What I mean by this is that they don't openly express their feelings and thoughts the way we (Americans) do. That's the bad side of their culture.
Either way, go out, get a smoothie and have some fun =D ...I'll see you soon =)
That is the bad side and that needs to change! I'm soo mad. I'm a good person it sucks being in a house where they want your ass gone!
You'll learn that at times, Japanese society is a lot like the military chain of command. The family has to go through the proper channels to their "higher ups" so the higher ups can talk to your higher ups, so they can then pass the news down to you.
Chain of command.
Unfortunately, it is a lot simpler and direct to just talk to you about it. But Japan can't be called simpl nor direct at times!
You'll pick it up eventually!!!
Good luck and enjoy!
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